| It was exactly a month yesterday until my 18th birthday. I currently weigh 117lbs, still I have a month in which I wish too loose 5lbs, minimum to bring me too 112lbs/8 stone for my birthday. That is the most I want to weigh on my birthday. I’m getting excited already. This half term has been spent getting messy and having fun. I also went to Geneva for a night, such a beautiful place, and you can smoke inside. One of my friends and I found this cute little coffee shop and had coffee and smoked, it’s a nice change from England. Hope you are all well, take care. xx 
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| I recieved your letter A, oh how i love them so much, they are beautiful. I currently weight 117lbs, i am getting smaller. Last night was messy, cigarettes, too much red wine and dancing all night. With nothing in my stomach this was easy to achieve, catching up with friends which i don't see enough off was lovely. Party after party and i'm finally 18 in just over a months time, i cannot weight, to be 112lbs by then would be indeal and comepletly possible. My personal statement is almost done. The prospect of university excites me greatly.Take care girls. 
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| I love winter, the crisp mornings, hidden underneath layer upon layer, still not an excuse to keep intake purely strong black coffee and ciggarettes, however i am so large i'm fed up of making excuses i need to do this. Oh and on a side note write my personal statement and finsih off the piece of art i am working on. 
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| I feel huge, despite living off of black coffee, endless cigarettes and the ocassional bowl of fresh soup. I hope you are all feeling better than i am this morning. 
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| Darlings, I never disappeared, I know my posts are few and far between but I do read this every day, I read my subscriptions and reply to comments. Being back at school, my last year has made me turn to long days of school work, strong black coffee and cigarettes. Being able to drive has given me so much freedom and I had a beautiful summer of generally being a mess but having so much fun. I’m currently 118lbs, but I still feel huge, I love autumn wrapping up in millions of layers but still being freezing I know I can get smaller if I try harder, although my purging side has returned and as much as I love it I hate it as well. Hope you are all lovely; feel free to chat if you wish. x 
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